its that feeling.
that feeling of being in a room full of people and seeing everyone conversing and giving company. the world on the outside is so full of life and so interactive. but on the inside you’re completely fucking alone. everyone seems to be turning around and walking away and the room that was just so full of life and joy is now being flooded with a sense of chaos and there you stand in the middle watching everyone disperse. i don’t know how to explain myself to anyone anymore. where did all my friends go? where did everyone that ever mattered go in my life. i’m depressed. i’m sad. i’m fucking alone. someone save me from this hell. someone just please save me.
stop letting him run you. stop letting him tell you you’re the one with the problem. it’s like he’s controlling your every move and you’re letting him. i hate watching you do this to yourself. you don’t see what everyone else sees because he’s blinding you with the charm. but it’s not even charm. it’s more of this false hope that one day things will work out. i’ve seen you get hurt too many times. and each time it makes you even more sad. he’s got the cutest smile and the funniest jokes. he plays the sweetest songs and wears the trendiest clothes but on the inside he’s a snake. he wants someone else that’s not you, even though one side of his face says he wants you. but that other side is rotten; it’s full of manipulation and cruelty. you choose to see the beauty in him but sometimes that’s not the right thing to do. i wish you could just step out of yourself and look at how he treats you. you’re my best friend and i love you with my whole heart. i wish you would just listen to this and change. stop being so stubborn and naive and just end it. end it all and move on. </3